Post by STREAKZ on Jun 22, 2013 22:27:30 GMT -5
owlpaw
these words are all we have, were we talking?
these words are all we have, were we talking?
Owlpaw was fighting the exhaustion that weighed him down, but it was a losing battle. The Medicine Cat found his paws dragging through the grasses, his nose dipping toward the earth of the moor as he walked. His green eyes were drooping, and he continually snapped his head up with a grunt and a tired sigh. His patience with himself was slowly wearing thin, and with the fading rays of sunlight finally bleeding away and leaving himself plunged in darkness he couldn't help but hiss quietly to himself. "Fox-dung!"
The apprentice had set out a little after sunhigh, thinking he could gather some herbs for the Clan -- with the rabies outbreak he wanted to keep the store stocked as much as possible and he wasn't much help in camp yet as untrained as he was. He could remember his herbs though -- he hadn't considered his lack of energy due to the Twolegs that had kidnapped him as a kit though. The apprentice felt a rare amount of loathing toward himself and his altered state. With the heat he found himself longing to drowse and lounge about like nothing in the world mattered.
He hadn't even managed to find anything. Between his dozing and fighting vainly against the lack of energy he seemed to get at spurs of the moment he found it difficult to focus on his task. He felt like a complete failure as the sky turned dark around him, and pointed his face up to the stars. How was he going to be of any use to WindClan like this? Perhaps you should go find those housefolk that took you. He thought wretchedly, claws digging deep into the turf and a cold feeling crawling through him. He'd thought of them as housefolk. Maybe the cutter had taken more than his tomhood, maybe he was a Kittypet now through and through. Could Twolegs do that? They were strange creatures.
Owlpaw felt lonely suddenly. He desperately wanted to confide in some cat, but who in WindClan would understand the terrors of what he'd been through? Should he seek out a Kittypet? But then, wasn't he just proving that he no longer belonged in WindClan if he did something like that? He bowed his head, whiskers drooping as a sudden wave of misery launched over him. "I'm all alone." He grumbled this to himself, baring his teeth as though he were facing an unknown enemy. This new condition had left him to forfeit his life as a Warrior -- one he'd wanted so badly as a kit that it pained him if he thought too hard about it. Would it force him to leave his home as well?
and i hear you calling in the dead of night